Songs to Dance to

I can barely ever find any songs to dance to. I guess I'm just picky about what I dance to, though I have found a few I can dance to. I'll name a few for you.
Miyavi- Gigpig Boogie
Miyavi - Are you ready to rock
Falling In Reverse
Miyavi - Selfish Love

Only songs I can think of.

If I was a Man

I think that If I had a penis I'd make a much better dude than most. I mean I'd probably make a better boy than I do a girl seeing as I know some amazing girls that I could totally get if I had a penis or would want more. Though of course I don't have a penis nor do I want one, I think it'd be awkward but being a boy seems so much easier. Girls are so much nicer. Well at least the ones I meet are. All around me girls are getting screwed over by jerks. UGH I just want them to feel better. :/ If only I was a guy, first I'd make sure those jerks didn't hurt my friends ever again then I'd show them how to be a real damn man!

What do my idols mean?

I just realized that some of my favorite musicians are a bit messed up. Seeing as one of my favorite people in the world is James Owen Sullivan, The Rev from Avenged Sevenfold, hes not really "messed up" per say though he is dead and it he may very well have committed suicide. Another one of my very favorite people is Brian Hugh Warner, Marilyn Manson. He isn't really messed up, in my mind though everyone perceives him as being so. He is just a unique artist. None the less hes not exactly quite acceptable in society. Though I love them both. I have had the same view on life as Jimmy since I was about 14 or maybe 13 years old. Well the view reflected in the video Fiction. Which is basically saying, to me (Seeing as art speaks differently to everyone) that life, for Jimmy at least, was just very difficult. It is a hard thing and was based basically around making others happy because he himself could not be. Of course in the song he is saying that hes done all he can in his life and others and now he is to end his suffering and that now all the pain will go away for him and that in death he will find happiness. Which speaks to me for personal reasons that I'm not going to get into now. Oh, and of course that he doesn't want anyone to be sad about his death because he is in a better place and that they can all make it without him. Which of course is absolutely beautiful. I just wish he didn't die after soon after he wrote it. I would have loved to talk with him about it. I actually would like to become a Psychologist and I feel like the more I learn the more I can help others as well as myself because I know I'm not psychologically well either.

Marilyn Manson

This one is about the MAN behind the name not the band. I'll make one about the band too though.

Marilyn Manson, real name Brian Hugh Warner. Lets clear up a few things about Manson now, shall we. No he does not tear apart animals at his concerts. No he didn't remove his lower ribs to suck his own... well the people who know the rumor know what comes next. He simply chose to do what others were to afraid to and in response people who didn't like him made up lies so others would not like him either. Yes he is a bit dark and twisted though thats part of his art. He actually has a new album out now. I've heard a few songs on it, its amazing so far. Its called Born Villain and if you like his kind of music you should definitely buy it, or at least look into it. Oh and another rumor that is 100% not true. He does NOT warship the devil, nor has he ever. He was actually raised in a religious family, went to a catholic school. Though probably because religion was forced down his throat he chose to resist it and that is how he has become known as Antichrist. Which I see nothing wrong with there are thousands maybe millions of people out there that don't believe in God and even more who are unsure about god and the whole concept. Brian is an artist and he also has his own wine, which is pretty strong from what I hear. He is 43 this year as of March I believe. Brian urges people to express themselves in anyway they feel they want, as long as it isn't hurting others around them, there is nothing wrong with expressing yourself. Though it seems that the public's general view on him has actually been messing with his mind, which honestly is no surprise to me. Imagine bullying on a practically national scale and no one doing anything about it. I believe that is what he has endured, not only the pressure of the public. I don't have much time now so I'll end here.

Here are a few pictures for you

Rant (First relationships)

-This is to one of my close friend's ex's who is obviously an idiot [WARNING: There is profanity in here, I use it when angered]-

How stupid and selfish do you have to fucken be?! Even a moron knows that when a sweet innocent girl has her first boyfriend she doesn’t KNOW how to act around him yet. She doesn’t know what to do. Life is a learning experience, what YOU teach HER or you learn together is all she knows. You have to be the biggest loser who has ever disgraced human kind that I have ever met. If you didn’t want to help her through her first relationship that STILL doesn’t give you any right to call her the worse girlfriend you’ve ever had you idiotic, worthless, senseless asshole. You leave her the FUCK alone. If you want to be a dick, do so to someone who deserves it. All she has EVER done was love you! She didn’t cheat on you, she didn’t insult you, she had nothing but nice things to say about you until you decided to turn on her. You were her first boyfriend, honestly how did you except her to act? You expect it to be hard wired into her brain?! If you wanted a whore, you shouldn’t have dated her. If you don’t know how the fuck to treat a woman you shouldn’t be dating let alone calling yourself a man. I think YOU have more to learn and more blame here then she could possibly have. Don’t you dare insult HER when you were ten times worse. My first boyfriend cheated on me 3 different times and he still knew more about how to treat a girl then you probably EVER will! And further more if you want to insult her do it to her face not over the phone you coward! Do it to her damn face so then she can come to me and I can get to you because I would have went off on you. Want to know the saddest part. I’m an even tempered person and making me mad is hard to do. DON’T FUCKEN PRESS MY DAMN BUTTONS YOU SORRY EXCUSE FOR A MAN! Learn how to treat a woman, learn how to be a damn man before you go around insulting people, and people who don’t deserve it at that.