Cradle of Filth

This band makes me think so much of someone I miss terribly. The story of how we got to know each other is actually quite funny. Though if I shared it I'd be to afraid he'd find me and think I'm weird. I miss him though. I'd do anything to just see him, to talk to him and make sure he's okay. Every time I listen to this band it makes me think of him and I want to cry... want to know the stupid part... I have his number I'm just to damn shy and weak to muster up the courage to talk to him. :/
Oh and if you don't know the band... Here are some of their songs.

About Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan

Known by many people as The Rev, short for The Reverend. James Owen Sullivan was not only an amazing drummer for Avenged Sevenfold, but also a ingenious song writer. He composed much of Avenged Sevenfold's, not only music but also the lyrics to the songs too. If you actually know who I'm talking about, even a little, you'll know he died in December of 2009 from a drug overdoes. His death shook the band because Avenged Sevenfold (Commonly known as: a7x) was a band full of friends, not just because an important part of their band was gone. Jimmy was the lead singer's best friend since they were just kids. 

There is another thing that is really interesting about his death that some people don't know. This is the song they made, well actually The Rev wrote it only three days before his death. It has somewhat of a message if you listen to it. He was said to be a depressed person sometimes but he always tried to make others feel better even if he wasn't happy himself. The song he wrote before he died, which they think is a sign he knew he was going to die, was called Fiction. And > HERE < it is. His best friend, the lead singer, M. Shadows also had a few things to say about his death and this song. Obviously he was beyond the point of upset. He talks about how Jimmy (The Rev) was his best friend and was the people in their bands best friend for eighteen years and how every day he thinks about the loss of his best friend who was not only a their partner music. And going with that the band wrote a song dedicated to Jimmy (The Rev) this is called So Far Away. Here is a link to that! > ♥So Far Away♥ <

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More Information

• Jimmy introduced m. Shadows to his current wife
• He died on December 28th, 2009
• The Album "Nightmare" was dedicated to him
• Born February 10th, 1981
• He died at the age of 28
• And I'm sure some people are familiar with their saying Avenged Sevenfold (Or A7X) foREVer Obviously REV is capitalized for him :)

News Update!

Well I've seen that people seem to like things about Celebrities. Who knew? Well I guess I'll add some things about them, if I like them. As for random emotional things. There will probably be more of that. And Music reviews, I Still have to get to that. Anyway, I've been gone for a while... If anyone had noticed... O.O I'll be posting some more things soon. Even though I know I have lots of Chemistry work to get to. If anyone has any suggestions feel free to make them in a comment here. Thank you for your time! ♥

Do you get the Message?

I'll make this little post here about the messages of some of my favorite bands. This messages are often misinterpreted and I absolutely HATE it and I don't hate much.

Black Veil Brides

Listen to them here!

and

Blood On The Dance Floor

Listen to them here!

Their message is to just be yourself and not to let what others think of you affect you and who you are. Basically they are anti bullying bands. They have completely different sounds and styles and with that different fans. Yet they are prosecuted all the same. People who don't pay attention think they are "gay" or "some little girly bands" Which is belittling them and their talents and it is WRONG! Their parents obviously didn't teach them respect!

And Black Veil Brides is also, all to often associated with satanists and bad influences. I can honestly say I don't at all understand that because if you've ever heard any of their songs they support people who are being bullied and remind them that they are not alone. They NEVER do anything satanic they don't tell listeners to kill or do anything really stupid just to make their own choices and not let anyone stop them from reaching their goals or being happy. Now really, what is wrong with that?!

Blood on the Dance Floor is often called vulgar and inappropriate but they just love to have fun. Their songs are upbeat and make people want to get up and dance and have a great time and that wasn't on accident. They want their fans to be happy, they love their fans and have said so many times. They also send a message like Black Veil Brides that reminds their fans that they are not alone and that they will be their for them the best they can.

Measuring Life

I hate when older people will speak to you like you know nothing. Like their plethora of knowledge highly exceeds your own when in reality they don't know just how much that person they are speaking down to has went through through out the trials of their life. Personally I know people my age that people don't really take seriously that they really should. I don't want to put anyone else's personal life out there but I'll use my self as an example. People think I don't know what its like to lose someone because no one very close to me has died quite yet. I understand that yes it is something traumatic and hard to go through but personally I think I have been through worse. I'm not saying it is as sad or should be pitied but I'm just saying that it is if not more, just as emotionally scarring to have a parent completely abandon you. Their argument is that I can still look that parent up and find him but honestly, at least the person you lost didn't chose to go, they didn't abandon you simply because they didn't want you. If my father died, I wouldn't even know that he had passed so he is as out of my life, as someone who had died would be. 
Then there is this false thought process that plays out years instead of experiences. You could be a million but have experienced little to no change and never had to cope with much in life compared to a teenager who's parent walked out on them,who's parent had a significant other that abused them and that teenager, as a child, feared for their life. The teenager could have been neglected and forced to care for their younger siblings, or they could have no parents at all and had to bare life always going from foster home to foster home until someone finally adopted them. 

What I'm trying to say is that older people need to stop assuming that they have been through more or are more intelligent then someone younger than them. Life isn't measured in years it is measured in your experiences and overall the contents of your life!

School

I know I've been gone for a while, honestly its a school thing. I hate school, well besides the learning that is, but I have to go and I have to graduate. The only thing that really concerns me is what I'm going to do after I'm done with school. I just don't know where I'll go or what I'll do. Its kind of a sinking feeling. Sure I'm not stupid but I'm no genius either. I want to start planning my future but I just don't know where to being. I don't know how adults did it. I guess its time to ask my mom some questions. After her boyfriend leaves of course. BLEH!

I know this was probably boring and I apologize, I just hope I'm not the only one stressing about this. Everyone else in my school either has everything planned or they don't care... Well at least if you're reading this and are going through this, you know you aren't alone. You are never alone ♥

Dahvie Vanity

Okay so here is where I will tell you what I know about Dahvie Vanity from the band Blood on the Dance Floor! Okay so his full/real name is Jesus Dahvie Torres. His parents are from Puerto Rico but he was born in Fort Bragg, North Carolina. Though he was born in North Carolina he was raised in Florida.Growing up he was bullied and called fat and so he let that hate inspire him and he worked out and became who his is now because of it. That is one reason he has the saying, let the haters hate or what ever it may be. He teaches his audience not to listen to what people say or to turn the negative comments into productive criticism like he did when he was younger. His parents were also in the Military. His eyes are hazel green and he is 5'7"(5 feet, 7 inches). Oh and he was born September 5th, so if you want to give him a gift or something. On top all that his girlfriend died and so in honor of her he made the song Believe. It is an amazing song and it makes me want to cry especially knowing the story behind the whole thing. Oh and a random fact: He likes Chicken... A lot apparently. :3 I found this all... well almost all on a video but I don't quite remember how to find it so I'm afraid I can't link it here. 

Anyway! Thank you for reading! ♥